tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-319157412011-04-22T00:43:47.049+01:00Breeyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681787035325065292noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31915741.post-82034787791818531812007-04-29T12:58:00.000+01:002007-04-29T13:13:30.915+01:00Last week I deleted all the post of the blog, for the second time.<br />I started the blog last July, and deleted all the post some time in october because I was unsure about anonimity.<br />Last week, my boyfriend found my blog, he was using my computer and decided to go to one of the sites showing in my history.<br />I inmediately deleted eveything.<br />The last post, which he erad, actually talked about how I stop writting in my journal due to relationship issues, and how trapped I felt no having people to talk to, and not being able to journal which was very important for me.<br />Funny timing to have to delete the blog.<br /><br />I was finding it very hard anyway. I was not blogging much.<br />I miss it.<br />I can´t get myself around commenting on other people blogs either, which I really want to do.<br />But it seems as if somehow I have completely closed myself any outlets.<br />I really can´t tell what is that is making any way of comunication so hard.<br />It has become utterly imposible.<br />The isolation is terrible. I am asfixiating myself, I don´t know why.<br />Is it fear? is the only explanation I can find; but then, fear of what?<br />Others? myself?<br /><br />I feel completely trapped; locked in a prision that I have constructed and I guess that only I guard.<br />How come I am so uncapable of scaping?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31915741-8203478779181853181?l=breeya.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Breeyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681787035325065292noreply@blogger.com1